In the Present
It is estimated that you have 50,000 thoughts per day. That's about one thought per waking second and you don't even know what they are.
Look for yourself. What are the thoughts that you have already thought in the last half hour? If you are like most people you will struggle to come up with even a few, yet you had about 1800 thoughts!
That's why it appears that your world is not of your own making. This is false!
In actual fact you are incredibly good at creating what you think - you just don't know what that is!